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Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Being off my grind
Do you ever get overwhelmed by everything sometimes? Sometimes you just want to escape from the world? Do you just want to give up? Well that's how I've been feeling lately. I've been wanting to just throw in the towel and move on.I'm a guy who's usually on my grind. I usually stay focused on my music,studies,assignments,organizations and etc. However,lately, I've been very off of my grind. I've been behind on assignments, having an "I don't care attitude" about a lot of things that are usually things that are important to me,I've been lacking a little passion and drive in my music and etc. I mean I've been doing terrible. I believe I've been too stressed considering that before I had to help my mom with my grandfather's funeral in January, I was fine. After the funeral,nevertheless, I learned I had missed and was behind on some work and I also had other things I had to do. While catching up on work and other things,I kept getting more and more work to do and responsibilities that I had to take care of. All that has caused me to just get tired of doing all this work and having to take care of a great amount of tasks. Unfortunately that's caused me and my priorities to be really off and me to be kind of irritable. Nevertheless,that's about to change. I'm about to get things back on track and get back on my grind,because I'm really not liking this change that's been happening. I mean honestly,even though I get a little overwhelmed sometimes,I've never been this overwhelmed or stressed this long and it's really affecting me and my music and i'm hating it. I'm usually able to feel the music I sing.write or arrange and I've been not really caring about it. It's also affecting my work habits and being in AP courses and etc.,that's not a good thing at all. That's why I need to get back on my grind or return things back to normal.
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